Luckily to b still alive

Whoa duno is luckily or not.. First time heard of it oso, if tell ppl oso no one will believe sia.. I can drive car halfway n suddenly my leg gt cramp lor.. Luckily is nt the right foot lor is e left.. imagine i was driving manual car.. Wat an accident will happen? Luckily when it happens i was on red light.. imagine i was driving half way n it happens n suay on my right leg.. i cant imagine wat will happen sia.. Still tis is life, if it realli happens, mayb is time for mi to go oso.. This is all destined 1.. So no need to tink so much.. I m juz glad to b still alive at this point of time..

Growing Up

Alrite man, after abt a mth having no com in my room... Finally i hav a new com liao, is all thanxs to my big mouth when i say that my com is ok, no need to change 1. The nxt moment i knoe, my com starts to hav probzs.. Damn..

I m such a computer noob sia, after getting the com, i spent 7, yes 7 hrs man b4 i get my com up n running.. Wat a joke man, but at least i knoe more computers parts after this 7 hrs.. Lolx.. Nw hav t o redld everything into my new com, sianz 1/2 man.. Worst thing is that all my fotos tat is in my old hard disk, i haven retrieve it yet man.. Hush hush.. Those are my precious foto lor.. Diaox...

It has been a long time since i hav sms to her liao, wonder hw is she doin man.. Hope she is doin fine, mayb i will sms her b4 the champions league final to remind her to catch the match if she k make it n on the way ask her hw is she oso.. Lolx..

After the final, no more soccer for 3 mths sia, damn.. hw m i gg to spent my sats nw? Hmm, tats a veri tall order, since no soccer to watch.. Mayb find a part time gf for 3 mths then when soccer start liao then go back to my original gf tat is manchester united.. Lolx..

Aniwae i oso found a new gf liao, cost veri xpensive sia.. Her expenses is veri high lor, mayb abt 800 a mth.. Guess hav to find a better paying job b4 i go n get her.. Hmm.. Hope tat it will nt take a veri long time b4 i k get to b wif her.. Lolx...

Game over

I have tried all i k, it is veri clear to mi oso. MY sixth sense told mi everything alreadi, is juz tat i m sturborn n wanting to change it. I guess is nw 'TOO BAD... Game Over'.. Is a ending i kind of expect alreadi so guess it will b best if we k still remain as frenzs.. Is a decision i respect as i knoe that love cant b forced so..... Wishing her all the best in her future, hope that some dae i still k b part of her life, but nw juz hope for the best..

Iwill remember all those times that i hav wif u, these are memories that u give mi that i will keep for the rest of my life... These are the best memories i have in a very long time so... U will alwaes b in my heart, no matter where u r n wat u do i will hope 2 b there for u.. If u ever need mi, u k alwaes cum n look for mi.. 'I WILL ALWAES B THERE FOR U NO MATTER WAT' Tats the promise i made to myself...

Shld i stay or go?? Hmm.. still tinking wat shld i do nw? Tot that she k give mi an ans but guess i have to find it myself nw.. Till then, Yawn.. Slp first .. Think of this later, lolx..

I juz wan to say ' I Love U'

Another dae that i gt so bored at hm with nthing to do.. Guess i hav to find some program for myself to do or else i will rot at hm sia.. Hmm.. since the weather is so gd todae, i shall go for a run then after that a swim. Haiz, but after todae, wat abt tml sia? Damn, i m so bored, anione out there free to meet mi?

Staying at hm made mi sit dwn n think of problems that i m encountering at the moment. I knoe that no matter what i do u wun b touched by mi.. Is nt that i duno abt tat, my sixth sense already told mi tat, is no use doin so much cause is veri obvious that there will b no reward at the end. In my head it tells mi to juz give up cause there r more things in life, but my heart tells mi that nv give up cause is nt everydae that u found someone u realli like n wants to cherish. In this kind of situation i alwaes let my heart take control of mi.. So wun give up no matter wat..

This is hw i feel sometimes : I took 1 step forward while u took 2 back, or i took 1 step forward while u took none back.. Sometimes i feel that i gt close to u n sometimes i feel that u seems so far away frm mi.. Damn, i juz duno wat to do.. :(

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It has been abt 4 mths since i last blog.. Alot of things happened during tis period.. I work as an airport guide during tat period, it was the slackest job ever lolx. Even though i knoe that i hav to fulfill the job scope n b resposible for the job appointed but i juz cant bring myself to b hardworking haha..

The way they started the things makes mi lazy already n the more i work the more i knoe when n where to slack.. It has been a gd experience for mi, initially my main objecive when i got this job is to make frenzs, i tink i hav done well in tis aspect.. Frenzs r being made there but whether we keep in contact anot is another story.. It is fate that we meet during tis job, but onli those close to each other will remain in contact wif each other.. I will nv forget u guys, hope that u wun forget mi either..

It was oso during this job that i met someone who i cherish and care alot.. I hav alwaes been a carefree guy who dont seems to bother so much in life, is onli when is needed of mi to do smthing then i will made myself b heard.. This attitude has been following mi since i finish army so i duno whether is gd anot lolx..

My buddies has been telling mi that, there is no need to try so hard, juz b urself.. Girls will like guys who is the real them n nt so fake.. I hav been following their advice cause i duno hw to b another person, i oso duno hw to b a fake person cause i hav been treating u wif all my heart n nv once w/o it..

Frankly speaking, i hav queries in mi is that. Wat makes mi attract to u? Wat rite do i hav to ask u to b wif mi? Wat makes mi so sure tat u will b happy wif mi? I hav neither the looks or the cash but wat i hav is a heart that will treat u wif the very best i k, nv to let u feel sad n nv to let u cry, nt even a drop of tears.. If wanna cry oso muz b tears of happiness.. I hav so much that i wanna knoe abt u n so much tat i wanna tell u, but i duno y, i found it veri hard to open my mouth to ask.. This is stil my main weakness, if i dun overcome tis weakness i will nv achieve anithing frm this..

I will nt stop trying, no matter hw hard n hw slim the chances is i wun give up.. To others they may think that i m toking nonsense here cause they dun believe that ppl will hav the patient to wait n try for smthing that might nt happen for u, but tis is mi.. I m super stubborn in tis, i juz wun give up..

Aniwae i will b home alone tis entire wk, oso duno wat to do sia.. No place to go oso, super sian sia.. Juz started to run again, wanna build up my stamina again.. Guess ever since i ORD i hav been slacking so much that my stamina hav dropped drastically, i hav to stat to build up nw n then i will b able to b as fit as i was during my time in OCS.. That is my goal, hopefully i hav the mentallity to maintain my running regime lolx..

New year 2008

A brand new year, 2008 year of the RAT.. Hope that it will b a fruitful year for mi in terms of work and everything. A new year means new resolutions and targets to achieve for the year

• Able to work in a job that i like


• Hope that my family n frenzs are well for the new year
• Hope to mature and grow up more in this new year

Last week was a great wk, 30th went to play bb, upon reaching was told that they r gg to hold a steamboat in my hse on 31st for countdwn. Even though is quite last min but is np to hold it in my hse. After bb , went for dinner then they suggest that they will stay in my hse n elt's hse for the nite then nxt morning go n buy the food n stuff for the steamboat. Bowling for the nite, so long nv play liao, score super lously, sian oso, gt a competition among ourselve n yet bth time finish 2nd, hav to do 10 push up for 2nd place, while 3rd hav to do 15,20,25,30,30 etc... Luckily nv finish last for the mini game but sian oso, bth time lose n managed 2nd, need to pratice more n that dae make mi re-ignite my passion for bowling again, mayb i shld make more trips dwn to play 1 of my favourite game..



Food for our steamboat, all done by ourselve, gd job guys, din nt knoe that we r able to do it by ourselves w/o ani hlp..










Ok nw, foto shot, hw cum there is a chair there.. Sian...












Ok nw, second 1.. Better w/o chair this time..













Have great fun on that dae, wat a way to spent new year with frenzs.. Who needs gf when u hav such gd frenzs by ur side.. LOL... Cant believe that all of us stay in my hse for a like 3d 2n chalet in my hse.. All managed to find some ways n matter to slp whether is on my sofa or bed or on floor.. Wat great fun we had, winning 11, CS, wwe etc.. Hope that nxt time we will hav another type of celebration in another person hse..

我知道爱需要缘分, 为什么最真的心 ,碰不到最好的人

Review for 2007

Hmm, first time blogging.. Hw shld i start???














2007 has lots of ups and dwns, make a few new frenzs due to studying of casino management in ICG.. Different frm those frenzs which i hav due to their personalility & character.. Hav lotzs of fun wif them during the course of my studies,hope to still b able to keep in contact..



















First time in my entire life that i gt drunk and vomit.. Yucks, i hate that feeling, here i promise myself that i will NV NV get drunk again, aniwae i oso dun like to drink liqour cause dun u tink is veri bitter? i hate bitter stuff, i like sour stuff more then bitter. An xperience nt to forget in my life..


Only dwnslide whish i dun like tis year is the appearance of R***, he make it the onli bad thing i xperience tis year, but i k oso thanxs to him that i grew up cause of that incident.. I will alwaes remember that incident in my heart and wun forget it, even though i dun tink of that animore but i will remember that valuable lesson frm him, so mayb i shld say thanks to him oso..















Wat to say?? 10 years and still counting, we might differ in character, attitude and vision but we will alwaes b there for each other. We r able to cover each otehr weakness and inspire 1 another to greater heights. Wat will i b w/o u guys. Need to say more? i dun tink so, u guys knoe wat i means..
















There is 2 many first for mi in 2007 le, n this stands out as well, lose in 'hang' and having a photo taken wif a stranger w/o saying that i was on a 'dare'. Surprisely i managed to do it even though it was nt the usual me, if it was e old mi, i wun nt even dare to approach..

On that same dae b4 watching warlords in tampines, i lost in 'hang' again and tis time i gt to stand in the cinema and b4 the show start get everybody attention and wish them merry christmas, i managed to do it oso.. Oh well, 2007 has been a so so year for mi..


Oh well 2007 has been a so so year for mi, the highlight of the year is written here,Hope that year 2008 will b a better year for mi.. Gd lucks to everyone out there especially..